warning: rant ahead. proceed with caution
Lately, I've been under a lot of stress. Usually, I enjoy stress, it helps me to stay focused and motivated and keeps me from wandering off. But like everything, too much stress isn't a good thing either.
First, let's see. MUN. Aaaah the bane of all things. The mother of no life. Let's get this straight: MUN is relatively fun. Although it is AWFULLY time-consuming, there are many benefits you can achieve by taking part in conferences, such as learning more about politics, the views of countries and why, debating, public speaking skills etc. Last year, MUN wasn't too bad, there was a lot of work but meh, I could handle it.
This time though, Oh my GOD...DOES THIMUN THINK I HAVE THE TIME TO DO ALLLL THIS? SERIOUSLY? Policy statements for each topic, I can handle; Making a resolution, I have enough time to complete it well-enough, but 5 OPERATIVE CLAUSES FOR EACH TOPIC? ARE YOU INSANE? DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO FIND OPINIONS FROM A COUNTRY WHO IS NEUTRAL? URGH. Basically, this THIMUN thing is FREAKING HELL Right Now.
Do you hear that flushing sound? That's the sound of my Eid holiday TOTALLY being washed away and going down the drain.
And I really thought I could enjoy things a bit after my English exam. But nooo. As soon as I finish that exam, I'll come home to an eternally-growing mountain pile of work. UGH.
'Cause it's not just exams and MUN. Oh no, of course not. I'm 123409520% sure that homeworks will be issued,and they will NOT be pretty, In addition, I have 3 tests on Chemistry, Biology and Physics welcoming me with wide open arms after my toilet holiday. yay. I can feel the joy radiating from every pore on my skin.
NOT.
This is Year 11, huh? Living without really living. Spending every free minute studying, or catching up with work and whatnot. Focusing on your IGCSEs. Whew, I really wonder how people in Year 11 last year managed to survive.
But for some odd reason, I feel great that all of this is happening to me (okay, I lied, not GREAT, but yeah quite ok). I think through this, I'm really starting to appreciate Salah and its benefits and refreshing properties.I always feel a whole lot more energized after praying, ready to conquer that mountain, no matter how intimidating it is. Alhamdulillah, I feel thankful that Allah has given us such a wonderful gift.
Plus, if I compare my life to last year, in year 10, I think this year I'm definitely doing less activities. I mean year 10, WHOA:
- IA,
- Backstage,
- Karate,
- Quran lessons,
- Film Festival,
- Evil Music Centre Piano,
- MUN
All of this in addition to all my schoolwork. Whereas this year in year 11:
- Play (very small Role)
- MUN
- Quran Lessons
- Volunteering sometimes?
- Obsolete Piano
and that's it. WAOW, I really need to stop complaining, I did fantastically awesome in year 10, woohoo! I'm sure I can get through all of this, InsyaAllah. May Allah help me with all my problems and works, and InsyaAllah, this will actually help to eradicate some of my smaller sins.
~Interesting Tidbit~
WOOHOO! BIG BANG WON EUROPE SOMETHING-TO-DO-WITH-MTV AWARDS 2011! YEAAAH. Ridiculously proud rn oh yeaaah. now they're proceeding to the Worldwide Act, competing with Britney spears and other stars from around the world. I am somewhat surprised however that no kpop act got into the "best fans" category. Seriously, have you SEEN kpop fans before? It's like, fangirling is their primary job and nothing comes before that.
Lunch for the whole cast AND staff for 'Protect the Boss' funded by Jae's fanclub
Kwon JiYong Rice wreath. SO MANY RICE PACKS ICANT EVEN
Oh and also, I don't know why I'm so asjdklldjlasd happy and joyful when I heard the Sung brothers were replacing suju at SuKiRa. maybe it's the SujuxInfinite interaction. idk. Either way, I'm giddy that my first and second love are somewhat interrealted oh yeah.
on a more depressing note.
1-6. enough said. okay, man utd-man city UGH MAN UNITED WERE YOU SLEEPING AND HAVING TEA PARTIES FOR ROONEY'S BIRTHDAY ON THE FIELD OR SOMETHING? I don't even want to know.
;_; today the tidbit isn't super interesting kehehehe. That's because I actually wanted to talk about this article on how preserverance is a better indicator of how succesful you will be/are, rather than self-control (marshmallow test) or tlaent, although these both ARE taken into account. BUT it's too long, I'm pooped out today, and I can't find the aritcle. Oh well, maybe I'll write about it next time.